Today i had my confession done in the Saint Francis Xaviour church... It is in Petaling Jaya.. I felt want to confess to father and god because i sinned so much during this period f time.. I feel miserable.. I need need guidance from god.. Finally god give me the chance to have my confession.. It is a indeed a relief.. I really want to confess.. The burden I carried recently was very heavy and I want to throw away the heavy burden i carried along..
Well it is the second time I have my confession.. The first time in St. Joseph Cathedral Miri, the place where I baptized this year. Then the second time is in SFX. But it is the first time I confess in the small room I don't know what it called(hehehehe... can some one tell me). This room is the room that we Roman Catholic Christian confess just like in the tv where you can see some of the guy and lady talking t the priest with some thing separate them to see each other. Well the father open up an opening can i can see him through that 'small window'. He even touch my head. Hahahaha... And it is not dark as portrayed in the tv. Last time I just confessed on front of the face to face in his office... (actually this time also almost face to face as when the 'small window' open i can see the Father)
Then I start my confession using English(first time). Hahaha.. I don't know what to say don't know why I just remembered the sin that disturbed me so much recently. Hahahaha... Then I am quite nervous but it is okay.. Then the father give me some advice. "don't give up, remember Jesus love you". Then the we finish the confession with some prayer. Lastly the time to do the penance.. Lucky it is not reading Rosary but even it is I have to because I sinned. hahahahaha... My penance just to pray in front of Jesus. (we Catholic pray in front of the bread or the communion not the cross, because in the last supper Jesus said the bread is his body). I prayed there quite long but it is worth. This is quite meaningful penance indeed.
Hahahahaha... To all my friend no matter you are christian or other religion, pray and seek the god inside you.... God is full of mercy.. I feel better after confession.. For free thinker read books that can help you and look deep inside you.. For all think rationally
Sunday, August 24, 2008
I am a sinner
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
How good are Malaysian Universities?
Now I am going to tell you what is the rank of Malaysia University in different ranking bodies in the world....
- Times Higher Education Supplement Top Universities 2007, Universiti Malaya was ranked 246 and Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM) ranked 364.
- In the academic ranking of World Universities 2008 by Shanghai Jiao Tong University, not a single Malaysian university achieved ranking among the survey of 503 universities.
- Asia Pacific Universities ranking of top 100 universities, no Malaysian university was listed.
- A ranking of South East Asia universities by CYBERMETRICS LAB (2008) ranked Universiti Sains Malaysia 15; Multimedia University 17; Universiti Putra Malaysia 18; Universiti Kebangsan 21; Universiti Malaya 22; Universiti Utara Malaysia 35; Universiti Teknologi Mara 39; Universiti Malaysia Sabah 66; Universiti Tenaga Nasional 67; Universiti Teknologi Petronas 76; Universiti Malaysia Sarawak 79.
- GLOBAL RANKING (CYBERMETRICS LAB) 2008. Universiti Sains Malaysia 1065; Universiti Teknologi Malaysia 1087; Multimedia Universiti 1155; Universiti Kebangsan 1357; University of Malaya 1381; International Islamic Universiti Malaysia 1709; Universiti Utara 1997; UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MARA 2022; Universiti Malaysia Sabah 3316;Universiti Teknologi Petronas 3636; Universiti Malaysia Sarawak 3721;Universiti Malaysia Perlis 3968.
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Monday, August 18, 2008
Boon Tung Equal to What????
Hi long time I didn't post anything so now I am going to tell that is the similarities between me and some of the well known people in this world...
Both of of us born in same day same month-2nd of MayBoon Tung's height=Andy Lau's height
Both of us 1.74 m. I checked before.Boon Tung's English=Phua Chu Kang's English
Both of us have very good EnglishBoon Tung's skin=Louis Koo Tin Lok's skin
My friend said my skin is dark. I think they just jealous because they don't have dark skin like Louis haveBoon Tung's weight=Jet Li's Weight
Actually I don't know how heavy this fellow is but i thnk he is lighter a bitBoon Tung's eye=Johnny Depp's eye
Look into his eyes. We just have same type of eyesBoon Tung's hair colour=Wang Lee Hom's hair colour
Our hair is just same colour, same degree of darknessBoon Tung's Style=Orlando Bloom's style
Our style is very very same.Boon Tung's Dears beauty=Riyo Mori's Beauty
My dear is as pretty as the 2007 Miss Universe I think she is more pretty than Riyo MoriPosted by Matthias Paul Low at 10:11 AM 13 comments
Saturday, August 2, 2008
I am lazy
Study, study, study, study and home work..... I am totally tired doing all this things. I am just too lazy. I am lazy in doing anythings...... What to do... The only things that i won't feel lazy to do is play, online, miss family, miss someone else and also read manga. If I continue like this I am dead meat. I am afraid to get bad result BUT THIS NEVER STOP ME TO FEEL LAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I wish could be someone that can be that hardworking. I know is hard but I have to do it( if not I don't have the chance to go the place where curry, roti canai, tosai , etc originate from). Haizzzzzzzz... Just do my best to struggle....
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Friday, August 1, 2008
Food........
Tell you something.... I am already 1 months didn't smell or see pork. That's mean I had not eaten any pork since I come here. I miss it lot. Hahahaha.... Here you can only find Malay food every corner of Shah Alam. Besides that the food are not that clean. Sorry to MBSA, I think that the local government should pay more attention of your city's food. I wonder whether the MBSA men did their work in monitoring the cleanliness of the food. Sometimes I really lose my appetite to eat although I felt very very very hungry that time. Hahahaha..... I was informed that here in the middle city of Shah Alam there are only 2 chinese restaurants. Imagine that how lucky I am. Try to recall how many malay's restaurant at Miri. more than 5 right, may be even more than 10.(the most famous one is Jamilah la of course. You can see traffic police officer "YAM CHA" at evening.
Hahahaha...... That's Shah Alam foods. Many choices of malay's food. Hahahaha..... So come visit Shah Alam.
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Monday, July 28, 2008
My love story.........

I am a boy, so I love a girl. I am boy that don't see girl that much (it is real not fake). Now I love a girl. Younger than me, shorter than me, thinner than me, pretty than me (that's for sure, we do not address boy as pretty boy most of the time) and many more good things that can be described to a girl. It is why I love her so much. Hahahaha.... I miss her everyday ( a boy that claims he miss a girl 24 hours just want to cheat or he is love until he is already bit "gila".
I met her in a restaurant opposite of Chung Hua. To be more accurate Marina (already closed). That time was 1 p.m.. Actually I was just following a girl because I want to chase her( for real okay). I was following her till Jamilah ( the only malay restaurant opposite Chung Hua). But eventually she is going with other boy. Never mind I told myself. I can recover. I go to Marina and drink lot of cola but I did not get drunk instead I felt want to vomit. Then a pretty nice looking girl came and comfort me said " Hahaha... Do you want a beer instead of Cola?" I replied her, " KI XIAO!!!!!! I am good boy won't drink!!!" I quickly went off of course went to the toilet first before I out f the shop. That the first time I met her. Not really a good sweet meet indeed.
Then after few days, i met her again. I am quite embarrassed when I met her. But I felt want to know her. She didn't look like a bad but a good girl. A very good girl. I felt want to apologized to her. But I am afraid. actually I just want to know her rather than to say sorry. I try very hard and I tried to be brave but finally I failed she just disappeared in front of me. May be she is in the crowd of people buying doughnout.
Finally one day I met her in the library when I am swept the floor asked by the teacher. She was finding a book. I just pretending to sweep the part she stand although I am not asked to do it (it is my first time I being so hardworking). Then I said, " Hi! sorry bout that day o... I just being too rude...". With a sweet smile she said, "never mind dark guy (that's hurt indeed but I love it too.) I know you are sad I just want to make you smile and happy.". Wow, look she is just too nice. I feel want to fly in the sky with her. SHE IS VERY VERY NICE AND SWEET. I fell in love with her. Hahahaha... I am very happy that day. I was praised by teacher as I am very hardworking because I was swept the whole library. That day I can went back at 3.30 p.m. but I went back at 5 Because I AM TOO HAPPY... FINALLY I TALK TO HER but I didn't ask her number( that is the sad part).
At that night I kept on thinking her. I can't stop myself to stop thinking about ( that's usual for a boy who fall in love). I am thinking of the way to get her number. Yes, I can take the number from my junior. I asked someone and yes she got it ( I am damn clever sometime). Hahahaha.... Then I message her and i waited for 1 minutes( that's long you know). When my phone vibrated ( I always silent my phone), I was over-joyed. I replied her as fast as I can. Since then we were chit-chatting through sms and phone ( I feel want to phone her now). Our love germinated and growing rapidly.
Time has passed very fast. It indicates what? (Of course, the time I have to wait to marry her will also decrease.). Now we were separated for awhile by South China Sea. I miss her and I feel want to see her now. Hahahaha......... I love her and I will always love her.
Hahahaha..... That's part of the love story.... I am going to study now........
(That's not the ring I am going to give her. I will give prettier ring)
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
INTEC and My Lecturers
International Education Centre or INTEC is one of the campus of Universiti Teknologi Mara. It is in Shah Alam- capital of Selangor. INTEC is big and it got all the facilities that a college should have. Here most of the students are going to fly oversea. And most of them are scholars. And the most important thing is that this is the only UiTM's campus that have non-bumi (Hahaha I am the minority among all the UiTM people in whole Malaysia)
In INTEC most of the lecturers are very young. They can speak very fluent English some even have American slang. Some of the lecturers have very young look and they look like a student more than a lecturer. And some of the student look like a lecturer more than a student. But there are lecturer that are old or middle aged looking. Some of the lecturer are experienced and some are very new. Besides that you can see some white man lecturer. I am taking 3 A-level subjects (Biology, Chemistry and Core Math & Statistics), IELTS and CTU (something like moral). So, i got old and young lecturers with many different kind of personalities. I will tell how they look like.
- Chemistry lecturer- Middle aged Malay woman. Experienced, strict, fierce, fast, holy and many more. Before she start teaching she will start with a prayer and end with a prayer too. You will learn how to write very fast when she is teaching. When we are not yet finish writing she will go to another slide when we had finish she will stop awhile and let us to copy. She seldom smile and she didn't smile at all during the first week she entered our class. But for an unknown reason she smile when she entered the class. It happened last 2 weeks. We were all surprised and we had made lot guesses such as she is sick, she just got a grandchild, her husband please her and her husband bring her to have a nice meal.
- Biology lecturer- A young Malay man. Only have 3 years of experience and he is a very nice guy although sometimes he did not know what we are talking about and some saying that he is not sure or not clear for some of the question asked by the students.
- Core math lecturer- A young woman. She is just a very nice lecturer. She choose question for us to do sometimes we just need to do it orally unlike other class. We are very very very very lucky compare to other class.
- Statistic lecturer- A young mature chinese ( my only chinese lecturer). She looks experienced. She know what is the best for us. She may be look fierce but she is just nice.
- English lecturer- A young married Malay woman with strong American slang. She is the best lecturer in my class. She looks like student and she has a twin also teaching in INTEC. Her class is fun and full of laughter (and my sound too). She wrote "chatterbox" beside my name to help her to memorise all of us in my class. She is too nice.
- CTES lecturer- A man. Malay man. I don't know to describe him because he just enter our class for first time last week to replace the other lecturer (also a man). He is seem to strict compare to the previous one.
Hahahaha................. I am going to study now. My room mate are all studying hard except me. I miss the girl I love now.
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