Things getting tougher

just finish my AS today.. hahaha... not so releive actually.. the new spec is killing my little confidence especially biology...

things getting tougher.. many things surfaced in my mind.. the biology paper is not as easy as before.. the bio paper is not neither need u to know the sequence of a biology process nor anything like application... it is not really a science paper but rather more on ethical or suggestion paper... u need to do lot of suggestion, description of data, explain trend of curve or data.. do u think this is really a biology paper??? most of the questions are like this.. the question are not asked properly, diff ppl, diff ans, diff understanding... hmmm.... in science paper, we always can always discuss the answer and we can find the answer in book, but in our bio paper we cant do tat... we don know whether or not the marking scheme accept our answer or not.. too much uncertainty le...

another thing also came into my mind.. can i pass the interview... many ppl say mmmc interview is easy but yet y there is 6 ppl failed last year.. wat make them fail.. we din even know how the interview are carried out nor we know wat kind of question will be asked...

but nvm la.. i believe God will be provide everything i need... hahahaha.. sudden release of tension when i wrote tis haha... hope the old confident Boon Tung will come back to life...

BTN

sorry for the late update...

hahaha... our march holiday is coming to the end... hahaha... just back from a awesome camp- BTN.... it is quite nice to be there... ofcos the only thing bad is the food... but food is better than NS..

well at first we are all afraid to be there... we are bombarded by many information from ex-participants... well after the camp, i found out that it is totally different... it is very different from wat we heard.... the talk is ok and it really clarify some of the misunderstanding that we had in the society...

well in this camp we were told to be united, love ur country, chinese and indians are not pendatang, bout 1malaysia, bout the constitution and many more... actually the most precious thing i get from the course is i get to know to a malay faci who really love his country.. he is a very noble man, leaving all his bussiness and spend his time wif malaysian young generation and share his experience wif us... he cried when Hasvanny gave beautiful speach bout beauty of differences... his tear coming down and i can see that his emotion is not fake and the tear come from deep inside his heart... i never saw a man who cried when hearing ppl talk bout unity.... i m not reka reka cerita here... i really learn something from this old man....

hahaha... well the jungle trekking is rather boring one... and the game on the last night is full of emotion.. everyone taking part with all their soul and effort no matter wat race... some cried when their friend in trouble.... although it was not really a happy ending, but i salute for those faci who create this game so that we can really feel the "high pressure" atmosphere and we can see that everyone is taking part... toward the end, everyone really into the game, we are all not jus play it for just suka suka.... for first time, i can feel the tension we would normally feel when we work in a game... the activity is very good although some adjustment sholud be made...

the talk is ok.. and the 4th speaker really deep into his speech... full of emotion... the Ketua Pengarah BTN and Pengarah of Selangor BTN also came.. many jokes... such as why US does not bomb Tokyo??? and many more...

the test is very very easy.... the test use common sense... hahaaha..... the ujian ketabahan a lot of funny thing happened.. got some new experience...

well BTN tat i attended is quite different from i heard.... overall the course is really good but still need some improvement... hehehe...

Summary

Long time din update le.... i m so lazy to update.. actually got lot to tell but i jus don have the motivation to write it... i m growing lazy...

2010 came( i know it is too late to say this) and i m going to be 20 years old... time really flies.. it is 3 years since i left my secondary years... 3 years.. i do miss those time.. honestly speaking i don like the life in INTEC (not because of friends ofcos..).. luckily i got still some CRAZY friend in INTEC... hahaha... this years i m going to fly( hopefully) to India... when i think about it is full of excitement and i do feel the bitterness in my heart.. hope i can endure it...

well last holiday was indeed an awesome one... joint the Christmas Parade and Carrolling.. it really gives me a whole new experience... hahaha.. and during the Mass of Christ King, for the first time i see so many priests oversea come together to celebrate the last Sunday in Catholic Calendar... hahaha... this year i may don have the chance to join it... so sad...

this year going to be a very challenging one... need to be more hardworking dy... hahaha.... hope i can write here soon.. i try too la... hehehe...

We are All Human

I don know wat to do

Yeah finally i back home... well actually it was long time ago de story... wahahaha...

although i back to my sweet home.. every night i will always thinking wat i m suppose to do... it is very boring... can anyone give me some suggestion... haiz.... very sienz.....

i know it is late to wish all my fellow friends good luck in their exam, but better than nothing rite.. so i wish all my friends good luck in their SPM and also STPM... jia you.. May God bless you all... hahaha...

Misunderstand

yeah.. finally everything is clear... but there is another problem comes out... they told the lecturer that they told me earlier and i din tell the lecturer.. OMG!!!! now how i gonna solve it.. well some ppl might suggest let it be.. but from my experience my instint told me that i shouldnt do it...

i don know wat to do... can some one tell me what to do... haiz.... i don wan ppl misunderstand me i mean the lecturer in this case... well i know it is not big deal i jus don wan ppl misunderstand me.. i don like ppl have bad impression on me... i don wan i don wan....

my experience in Chung Hua tell me misunderstandings will create a lot of problem eventhough it may seem ok at 1st time.... aduh... i don know y ar this ppl so lihai.... among the classmates they don know their plan de.... i thought u all knw le... i so wugu...... innocent ar...... i feel wanna explain everything to the lecturer but how bout those guy... i hope somebody will help me...

anyway... i forgive that fellow cos he don know the plan... and besides tat i learnt a bitter lesson too.... i feel down now... really down down down down.... broken heart....

LESSON LEARNT----- DON BE TOO SOFT-HEARTED (i don mean the forgiveness i mean don too soft hearted in helping ppl... FORGIVENESS is essential in our lives.... hahahaha.... )

HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Confuse, anger and defensive

here i m again... hmmm.. the anger bit ok...
i don wan appology but i wan an explanation... i wat u all bu suang bout me... i helped u dy... is this kinda of repay.. thanks for proclaminig i m not responsible in front of class.. really a good complement... i never been in such a unique way... should i smile and happy or burst into laughter... tell me...

well i think u have ur revenge rite.. now my turn to defense myself... well i don like ppl say bad bout me when i din do anything wrong.. i don like when u said i m not responsible because initially i wanted to tell lecturer and besides it is ur class de ppl say no need tell the lecturer.. i told u all before dy hapanything pened i really don wan to take care of it (seems not responsible but well it is not my suggestion to not to tell the lecturer ok.. do mind that).... and i m the person who is defensive if some ppl say bad thing about me...

hmmm.... i don intend to avenge... i don wan my reputation being stained... well u all may say i m bad cos i m selfish.... but i wan to ask u if u r in this situation wat u gonna do... it is not among friends dy.. it involved many ppl now..

i m confused don know wat to do... i wan defend myself.... i m not trying be harsh... i m not person who backsatb ppl or selfish... i don wanna always be good guy... i may look easy-going ppl but i do have feelings...

friends please tell me wat should i do...

edited dy... hehehe.. sorry ar jus found out is one bu suang me....

don simply blame me

halo brother and sister.... i don know wat to say.. i felt so moody now and thats not all I M ANGRY....

have u felt being blame for the fault that u din commit somemore in front of class and in front of the lecturer.... thats how i felt.. can i recalled the word... i don know whether i should or not...

i admit i do wrong and not responsible... it is for one simple reason i said that it is because i help u to lie and it is totally wrong to tell a lie to ur lecturer... mind ur word that i want to inform the lecturer and ur classmate told me "boon tung boon tung... class still continue... we will settle it..." ok fine i help u all... so my friend... don simply say a word like someone not responsible FOR NOT TELLING THE LECTURER... suang ho u said it... u bu shuang wat.. tell me.. i helped u and ur payback to me is to backstab me... wow wat a wonderful gift u award me... suang ho... well as u said earlier to me, u don wan me to tell the teacher and let e tell u he oso KNOW U ALL ARE COMING and I DID TELL HIM U ALL R COMING....

i m very frustrated... i help u but yet u persecute me... hmm nice one.... i oso try me best to help u already ok... i try my best to tell the teacher y u all will show up... u think is eay to help u all... aduh grateful ok.... i don know y u all don think properly y the lecturer leave early or before u say anything think first... so angry wif this ppl...

Editted... i found out tht only one bu suang me..... hehehe.... sorry ya...

How much u know bout us?

just read a forum bout catholic... as usual there is plenty of arguments among the Christian Roman Catholics and Christian Protestant... arguments make us know more bout each other but in some cases i don think this argument is very useful.. there are several reasons y i made such a statement...

well among all the forum that i read before, i think that the protestants does not know anything about the teachings of our Catholic church... i see tat there is many false statemnts given by them a lot question regarding wrong teachings of catholic they heard somewhere... most popular one will be y we worship Mary? y we worship statue? y we pray to saints or some say we worship them and etc... there are plenty of question they ask... if u don know it is fine we will answer.. but i don like some of the way that the non-catholic use to attack us.. they don know anything bout us and they made lot of false statement... they seems like they know everything... well for those want to know more bout us please do check and make some research... there is a search engine called Google.. and i wolud like to advice them to check on CATHOLIC website because u won find any Catholic teachings on Protestant website....

i hope those pastor who go to Catholic Mass and kacau kacau stops and repent.... there are plenty of video clips attacking Catholic teachings on Youtube.... well some of them are very radical and them know nothing bout Catholic... i dislikes their way as they don know anything and keep talking like they know everything.... at least u ask before u attack... there are plenty of Catholic Church in the world... all the church parish priest teach and believe the same teachings so u don worry to much having diff answer and u have to go only one church to ask bout ur question...

well i din say i don like Protestants but there are some of them who attack Catholic Church and they know nothing.. besides it is good for u to attack ur own brother and sister n christ.. Catholic Church is established by Jesus son of God himself so i hope the ppl who attacking our church with no knowledge bout our teachings stop what they r doing.. what they sholud do is to find the answer and ask those who know... u can go ask Scott Hann beacuse he used to be a pastor and now he is Catholic, so i belive he can clarify some of ur doubt...

Remember Jesus said he will be with us forever untill the time come.. so he won abandoned His church.. He will definitely won allowed Satan's influence in his own house... it is in the bible saying the church will not be fall due to satans..... and beisdes read some of the ancient or original manuscript because some of the words in english may have some slight difference in the original language..

Remember Jesus is the way, the truth and the life..... so if the protestant is right i will definitely accept it because Jesus is the truth... pray that there is more understanding among the Roman Catholic and Prortestant...

An apology

hmm... things went wrong... actually i wouldnt want to describe it anymore... this post is directly to the person it concerns... i would not say out the name because i don wan to create more problem... hmm to the one whom i hurt i really sorry really sorry... u may not see my post... i admit that i play too much and i dont care bout ur feeling or wat... i felt guilty and i felt i m too over... everyone is hurt for that game... haiz.... sorry

i feeling guilty and i started to think m i over... i should change myself back to the one who don't talk so much.... tired being talk so much... i wondering whether m i a good christian? haiz... sorry for creating many problem..

sorry.. i don ask for ur forgiveness but i really sorry for it... i do not give my apology to one particular person but for everyone who involve in that problem

Love story 2

Hahaha... here it comes love story 2... did u know the song love story... sure u know.. the composer actually read my blog before de so the composer get the "ilham"... hahaha.. last time i stopped at our love growing and germinating right (actually this ending is a fast ending cos tat time lazy post liao)... (i know the english is so weird....) in this post i will tell bit further... hahaha....


actually i felt so sad afetr we chat sometime.. y? not because i cant chase her la... is because i m form 5, and she was jus form 3 tat time.. hmm... so sad.. the time we will together will be short.. u know la many people say after form 5 all the couple will break especially junior and senior de couple (not all la)... so sad when this thought passed through my mind... haiz..... actually i tried to chase her la... but not that good the result.. as i chased, i met some failure ofcos and i felt wanna gave up.. but don know y she got some thing that attract me... God loves all of us... i met her at _____ (confidential)... finally we can at least meet each other every week.. this is also one of the crucial part for our relation.... if we did not met at that time we won together de.. thank you Lord... hahahaha... thanks for your gifts Lord...

then the time came where i had to become the so called WIRA... hmmm because of PLKN i cant message her everyday... so sad.. but few night before the PLKN started, i was so upset cos she said she only treated me as brother... so sad le. and since that time i gave up (later on chase again). every saturday after we got our valuable handphone back i would message her first... automatuc de... this was especially few weeks in the camp become the Wira...

then spm result out, baptised and the event that we attended also came to an end.. hmm so sad... haizzzzzzz....... i don really felt sad cos i gave up that time but also during that time i saw changes in her.. don know i perasan or what la, i think she fall in love in me... i took many time to make sure it and so i also fall in love with her (now deeper--- fall in true love de type)... and when me met, we just felt shy... (now she don wan admit she shy) hahaha... then i oso continue to chase her lo... buy flower buy chocolate buy car buy plane buy ship... and do many thing... invite her to go to romntic dinner but she cant go so it turn up to be me eating kueh tiao alone.. because that time in love so i told myself this is my last supper as single tomorrow i will "proposed". i still remember it was on saturday, after i back home with my mom, i took the phone press press press then i press send... hahaha.. content no need to say la.. use ur imagination... then she replied... hahaha... i m so happy le.... ( i use am because i still happy... hahaha don spam my blog eng pro) but we didnt start directly la... then our love grow and grow stronger...

hmm... then i left miri for study but still deep inside my heart and her heart we still love each other.... hahaha... okla next time continue if i got the mood... ei i din post this story for one year doesnt mean my love towards her not strong like last time instead my love grow stronger... hehehe...

feeling

weird feeling now.... don knwo what kind of feeling.. hmm....

hometown

i m back to my hometown... three days... i waste lot of time... really waste lot of time.. keep on playing and lazy to study... hahaha.. anyway i only at here for one weeks.. after the break there is chem test... die lo.... cant study at home.... wahahaha.... cham lo... saw her, hehe... ofcos very happy la.... wahahaha.... nothing special actually.... hahaha... but i really happy to see her....

hahaha.. for those been suspected or wat, penjara at home, i cant help u but i can only wish u god bless u... hahaha.. take care...

stupid

stupid taxi in shah alam... oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.............. lu orang banyak bodoh..... bawa kereta laju laju..... semua tak tau jalan..... uncle u orang semua tak pandai bawa teksi jangan jadi teksi driver!!!!!!!!!!!! tak tau jalan jangan bawa teksi!!!!!!!!!!! tak tau tempat dalam shah alam pergi la tempat lain... bongok betul!!!!!!!!!!!! lu tau klang pergi klan sana la... jangan buang masa orang!!!!!!!! akai punya.... orang banyak kecewa dengan ini macam punya servis..... kalau u pemandu limo atau airport punya u tak tau jalan tak apa la cos kl selangor besar ma.... tapi u org bawa dalam shah alam tau la sikit jalan.... tak kan seksyen dalam shah alam pun tk tau... uncle..... please la learn from those driver that know the road.... u got radio on ur taxi... USELAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..... guna otak... dahlah naik harga servis pun mau bagus sikit ma.... aiyo... uncle say tak suruh lu cari lot rumah, kilang kilang yang tak famous, saya dah cakap seksyen yang mana satu u pun tak tau memang buat saya mau pecah kelapa (aiyak kepala kepala wrong typing, sekarang itu api macam api bakar minyak, banyak hot!!!)

TAPI BUKAN semua tak ok... saya kenal juga teksi driver yang bagus... they are friendly and they where is section u1, or ntv7 or domino factory, kfc factory...... they talk to u, joke with u, drive safely not like most of the driver macam mau jadi f1 driver(tapi tak tau macam mana)... for those driver who really dedicated in their job i SALUTE them for those driver macam orang gila, tak tau guna radio, charge tinggi tinggi macam gunung kinabalu, tak mau tegur pelanggan haiyo go FIND OTHER JOB la.... u tau tak u mungkin buang masa orang!!!!!!!!!!! haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............ next time kalau mau jadi teksi driver u bagus belajar macam mana mau bawa kereta, tegur customer(customer orang yang bagi duit bukan yang minta duit la), DAN TAU SEMUA JALAN KALAU U BAWA TEKSI DEKAT SATU TEMPAT YANG SPECIFIC la.... tolong la....

y i m so angry..... cos i wanted to attend a church talk and many taxi driver don know the place.... so frustrated u know... i wonder y they can drive a taxi if they don know where is the industrial placce or even a big church (it is not an shop lot ok)..... haizzzzz.... i now very dissapointed.... i wanted to go to the talk as the talk is meaningful to me.. it means so much to me... may be i cant blame them is me who did wrong if i come out early may be 45 mins early instead of 30 mins perhaps i might make it.... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........

Waste

hahahaha... hi long time no see... miss me... i think u all very miss me.... hahaha.... anyway i m fine (if i m not fine i wouldnt be here of cos) haha... well having holiday and it is coming to the end...

actually this holiday does not "exist"... it just "pop" and come out... INTEC closed for one week and we will have to replace with august mid sem break (supposely) and then mid sem break resume again but will replace with STUDY WEEKKKKK.... don know whether i sholud happy with it or not... and there is a lot waste occur during this holiday

Waste of Time
WAste of MOney
WASte of PHOne credit
WASTe of FLIGt ticket
WASTE WASTE....

i saw a lot of waste this holiday don know wat to say well bye bye then.....

想念

离开家乡快一个星期了， 想念家人想念她。

那天我留下了泪，还记得那时是五点多，在去飞机场的路途上我忍不住很想很想哭。

想家想她真的很舍不得。

很想在美里多住几天，很想留下来陪她。

哪时真的很想我的宝贝啊。

我靠着窗口偷偷地留下了一眼泪。

嗨美好的日子总是那么短。

回到这里真的很想家。

我一直想起我跟宝贝在一起时光，想多陪你。

每次在一起总是不会满足的，想要多点时间在你身边陪你。

或许我爱宝贝很深吧。

不懂几时还会有机和会啊。

但谢谢宝贝那天陪我安慰我。

谢谢dear。

我爱你宝贝。

Glory

have you ever noticed u are breathing....
have you ever noticed u heart is still beating...
have you ever realised everytime you wake up it is a gift and blessing from the creator...
we may realised it sometime but do we always realised and noticed...
every day is a blessings from God...
there is no existence of day called unlucky day...
because everything God create is perfect...
flowers that bloom, birds that sing, stream of water flow...
everything is nice and good...
the earth where we all human live is a beautiful gift from God...
this universe is the creation of the omnipotent God...
Alleluia.......................

Glory be to the Father, and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit. Amen

Sunset.....

time passed.. this holiday indeed brings me lot of memories.. a sweet memories...

this holiday i spent a wonderful time with someone a very close one... we spent a very quality time together... all the time we spent will be always in my heart and i will always remember it...

hahaha... may be you will wondering what events had occured but i wouldn't tell you because i want to keep it a secret for both of us(actually not only both of us but jus wanna prevent BIG MOUTH from SPREADING and PLAYING AROUND with me....)

this holiday i really felt what is love... i felt and feel it deeply... The love from God, parents, siblings and someone....... hahahaha.....

(dear sorry o cant think what to write i promise i will write later... hahahaha....)

thanks for the wonderful and sweet time dear.........

金 风 玉 露 一 相 逢, 便 胜 确 人 间 无 数(the someone wrote this in his/her blog)

I Love you too.......................

Laugh and Smile for Those Who Read It

well nothing to post actually so i think i shuld da pao yi xia... may what i said is true and realistic too la... hahaha... well i am gonna share some of my dreams to you... not showing of but just read till the very end ya...
MY DREAMS ARE

1. become more handsome... may be like lee hom
2. become more cute...
3. become fairer.... it is always my dream
4. become smarter...
5. become the best singer... probably like jay chou, lee hom.....
6. grow taller... may be like yao ming
7. more muscles... like the mr.universe
8. slimer...
9.be a more cool guy.. like orlando bloom..........................
10. become a super hero like super man.......

hahaha... those are my dreams.. i know my dreams will be realised... don ask me why i just know it will... haha...

cheer up for those who read these... no matter what dreams you have just work hard for it... never give up... don get upset when you read this ya... jus having fun... jus like my blog name Just To Play...

final word enjoy yourself while you still have the time.......

(actually my dreams are simple la jus everyone is fine, living peacefully, get good result in exam, succeed in the future, have a happy family and a good wife)

can someone teach me how to d pao...

Nothing to say

Nothing to say actually.. no mood to study.. got bunch of things to do.. but lazy... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............. can someone help me to become more rajin......