Laugh and Smile for Those Who Read It

well nothing to post actually so i think i shuld da pao yi xia... may what i said is true and realistic too la... hahaha... well i am gonna share some of my dreams to you... not showing of but just read till the very end ya...
MY DREAMS ARE

1. become more handsome... may be like lee hom
2. become more cute...
3. become fairer.... it is always my dream
4. become smarter...
5. become the best singer... probably like jay chou, lee hom.....
6. grow taller... may be like yao ming
7. more muscles... like the mr.universe
8. slimer...
9.be a more cool guy.. like orlando bloom..........................
10. become a super hero like super man.......

hahaha... those are my dreams.. i know my dreams will be realised... don ask me why i just know it will... haha...

cheer up for those who read these... no matter what dreams you have just work hard for it... never give up... don get upset when you read this ya... jus having fun... jus like my blog name Just To Play...

final word enjoy yourself while you still have the time.......

(actually my dreams are simple la jus everyone is fine, living peacefully, get good result in exam, succeed in the future, have a happy family and a good wife)

can someone teach me how to d pao...

Nothing to say

Nothing to say actually.. no mood to study.. got bunch of things to do.. but lazy... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............. can someone help me to become more rajin......

Matthias Paul

hahaha... greeting guys.. hahaha.... now i got a new name- Paul.. hahaha.... i got this name because i jus had my confirmation yesterday... hahaha... very happy because finally i had my confirmation... i afraid that i would not have that chance le... if i miss this year i will very busy in this few year.. besides in Miri Diocese the confirmation only required us to go for 3 days seminar with 9 talks... hahaha... sometime i felt asleep too...

hahaha.. i choose another name for my confirmation... i choose Paul.. adapted from a great evangelist-St. Paul... hahaha.... at first he was a person who always oppressed christian community... however Lord appeared to him and eventually he became a great and brave evangelist.. he sined and yet he changed and served the god...

confirmation is one of the 7 sacraments.. before you can have your confirmation you must first be baptized.. confirmation is means that a christian will grow in faith and in the church of course in the life as a christian... this scrament is a sacrament is which the holy spirit is geiven to those who already baptized so that they will become stronger and perfect christian and become a elite soldier of Jesus Christ... but this does not mean that those who are baptized do not received holy spirit but rather in mean of confirmation christians will grow and they become a good christian... is there is any bible evidence to prove this?? of course yes... look in Acts of Apostles (8:14-17) and (19:1-6)... here we can see that the apostles prayed for those who had baptized by placing hands at them so that they receive the holy spirit.. this is same as the mass of confirmation... the whole idea of confirmation with the act of the apostles is the same...

hahaha... loso so much ho.. well i m happy i become an adult in my life as christian... i knew and learnt lot of things... i know how to do the tongue language and the power of tongue language.. i learnt the power and how to praise and worship.. i learnt that i must forgive and know more about God.. and most important thing is some knowledge and how to become a "adult" christian... besides i been through a healing session and it indeed a great experience... hahaha... i felt i also been healed too... Thanks Lord....

Here i would like to ask for forgiveness from those whom i hurt before.. I hope you will forgive me... Sorry.. Please forgive me... It may be too late but i hope you all will forgive me.. God Bless You....

Glory be to the Father, and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit. Amen..

So much to say

it is a very lng time indeed i did not post anything.. sorry ya.. busy recently with test and watching anime... now i m back in miri.... back to my beloved hometown... back to the place where i can meet my dear...

well i got lot of things to say today.. so i just keep it short.. many things occured recently of course something special and interesting to... first of all i would like to say about someone birthday and she received a BRA... so suang ho... JOANNE suang ma.. did u try ur sexy BRA.... it is fit or not ar or it B()%$+... hahaha... she was SO HAPPY AND KEEP SHOWING OFF... hahaha don kill me o... i think i wanna show that picture can or not????

few days later we went to subang for early celebration of wei jiann's birthday.. we ate lot that nite and our really increase in circumference( dramatically). then few days later we celebrated his borthday.. and stephen's birthday is the same as wei jiann's.. we planned for the party a small party of course... hahaha... tell you what.... it is really surprise party.. whole nite i did not dare to go into the opposite room because i keep on kacau julius and he was seeking way to pay back

then few days later study week came... we were all struggling hard to study.. some even sleep in the study room and finally their tilam kenak quarantin and the unlucky boys sleep without tilam for one night... so kesian ar them... in the 2 weeks time.. the dengue was attcking our laman.. many was sick and kenak dengue.. wa that few nite is very scary..... hahaha... my house mate oso kenak le.. someone in opposite house oso kenak... i indeed lived a dangerous zone....

then is my BIRTHDAY.... MY 19 BIRTHDAY.. one year mature.. look more h_ _ _ _ _ _ _.... hahaha... my friend celebrated with me... near 11 something.. someone giving me a trumpet(which we owes use it for kacau people later on) and 4 girls who claiming that they are pretty gave me a white shirt as a present.. on the shirt there is some words.. unbelievable words... wanna know what they are le....

then we move to cemara.... hahaha.... it is at the second weeks of study week le... it sounds crazy right... we rented a car to move our things... so we drove the car very very... i m drove the MANUAL car and i did not used manual car for ALMOST ONE YEAR....

then study week finish and the exam was going on.. this year exam i hope that i can do well... the test paper is very very unbelievable... after exam is chun keng's birthday and we went to eat steamboat again.. hahaha... actually i and lee hin wanted to go to church but something happened we changed our plan and we went for the steam boat....

i know it is long but it is the last.. i went back to miri... so suang.. i was so happy.. i know someone really miss me and she came to the gathering eventhough she sick and was not coming for the mass in the morning... say the truth la.. i also wanted too see her... hahaha... sibu friend or anyone who know keep ur hands and dont type the name.... i will kill you all... please i beg you all.........

i will post the picture later i think.. i hope i will have the mood later on.... hahaha... good night and god bless you all...

see you tomorrow....

Easter

Hahaha... welcome to those just baptized in the last yesterday(most of the newly baptized catholic). hahaha... well quite sad when i know that only 22 was baptized this year for chinese group of my church in miri.. well nevermind God has his own plan.... hahaha... i know that some church got many and i m sure that other chuch will be more people baptized and accept Jesus.. well thank God for his sacrifice that all pur sins are forgiven... hahaha.... thank you... may God bless you... for those just baptized hahaha, be happy as you past sins are forgiven and take the step to know Him well.... tell u all the truth i dont know any of tose who were baptized in the Easter Vigil on saturay night... hahaha... and feel sad i cant go to church that night... i miss the holiest day of the christian calendar and the most "grand" celebration (cos JESUS Resurrect)

hahaha... ALLELUIA and have a BLESSED EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

suffer................................................................................

i m suffering now.. stress all surrounding me.. i feel terrible now.. i miss the time when i still at ch.. every time when there is activity i remember the old memory when i involved in those activity.. it is indeed a form of suffering too.. i cant bear it sometime...

besides, the poor result i get make me feel very very frustrated.. got a warning letter for not passing the cut-off point... it is very suffer when i think that.. what is wrong with me.. i study yet the result seem like no change.. i study not hard enough? problem with my study method?? what is the problem ar.. when i think i really feel gulity cos everyone seem like put their hope on me.... it is really a burden sometime(most of the time when i think about it) suffer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everything seem like not well for me.. i don know what to do.. time seem not enough for me may be i m that is th root to the problems... well no choice i chosen this path so i must do well lo.. hahaha.. may god will always be with me and all of us..

i wan to continue do my work liao.. a never ending work and test is killing me......

SUFFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss not only her but you all too...

Hahahaha... recently i realy miss the time i had with my friends... when i went to the junior blogs or the club blogs i felt very sad... i miss everything.. although may be that time i dont think i will miss it but now i feel i very very miss the time in chung hua.. in spite of the busy stuff and all the chaos we had during my badge i still miss the time when i am a prefect, a student, a commitee member of many clubs and etc.... i miss the time when we went to lion dance during CNY, orientation, become a councillor and being one of the family 5a class.. i miss them all..

now i cant meet a lot of my fellow friednds... like monkey, dog, frog, guan, tan wei wei, blur blur voon hui, ching ching, air cond foo fang hao and many more le.... if i din mention doesnt mean i didnt miss you... hahahahahaha.... i miss everyone... hahahaha..... so dont jealous ya.... hahahaha...

Miss you all