Things getting tougher

just finish my AS today.. hahaha... not so releive actually.. the new spec is killing my little confidence especially biology...

things getting tougher.. many things surfaced in my mind.. the biology paper is not as easy as before.. the bio paper is not neither need u to know the sequence of a biology process nor anything like application... it is not really a science paper but rather more on ethical or suggestion paper... u need to do lot of suggestion, description of data, explain trend of curve or data.. do u think this is really a biology paper??? most of the questions are like this.. the question are not asked properly, diff ppl, diff ans, diff understanding... hmmm.... in science paper, we always can always discuss the answer and we can find the answer in book, but in our bio paper we cant do tat... we don know whether or not the marking scheme accept our answer or not.. too much uncertainty le...

another thing also came into my mind.. can i pass the interview... many ppl say mmmc interview is easy but yet y there is 6 ppl failed last year.. wat make them fail.. we din even know how the interview are carried out nor we know wat kind of question will be asked...

but nvm la.. i believe God will be provide everything i need... hahahaha.. sudden release of tension when i wrote tis haha... hope the old confident Boon Tung will come back to life...

BTN

sorry for the late update...

hahaha... our march holiday is coming to the end... hahaha... just back from a awesome camp- BTN.... it is quite nice to be there... ofcos the only thing bad is the food... but food is better than NS..

well at first we are all afraid to be there... we are bombarded by many information from ex-participants... well after the camp, i found out that it is totally different... it is very different from wat we heard.... the talk is ok and it really clarify some of the misunderstanding that we had in the society...

well in this camp we were told to be united, love ur country, chinese and indians are not pendatang, bout 1malaysia, bout the constitution and many more... actually the most precious thing i get from the course is i get to know to a malay faci who really love his country.. he is a very noble man, leaving all his bussiness and spend his time wif malaysian young generation and share his experience wif us... he cried when Hasvanny gave beautiful speach bout beauty of differences... his tear coming down and i can see that his emotion is not fake and the tear come from deep inside his heart... i never saw a man who cried when hearing ppl talk bout unity.... i m not reka reka cerita here... i really learn something from this old man....

hahaha... well the jungle trekking is rather boring one... and the game on the last night is full of emotion.. everyone taking part with all their soul and effort no matter wat race... some cried when their friend in trouble.... although it was not really a happy ending, but i salute for those faci who create this game so that we can really feel the "high pressure" atmosphere and we can see that everyone is taking part... toward the end, everyone really into the game, we are all not jus play it for just suka suka.... for first time, i can feel the tension we would normally feel when we work in a game... the activity is very good although some adjustment sholud be made...

the talk is ok.. and the 4th speaker really deep into his speech... full of emotion... the Ketua Pengarah BTN and Pengarah of Selangor BTN also came.. many jokes... such as why US does not bomb Tokyo??? and many more...

the test is very very easy.... the test use common sense... hahaaha..... the ujian ketabahan a lot of funny thing happened.. got some new experience...

well BTN tat i attended is quite different from i heard.... overall the course is really good but still need some improvement... hehehe...

Summary

Long time din update le.... i m so lazy to update.. actually got lot to tell but i jus don have the motivation to write it... i m growing lazy...

2010 came( i know it is too late to say this) and i m going to be 20 years old... time really flies.. it is 3 years since i left my secondary years... 3 years.. i do miss those time.. honestly speaking i don like the life in INTEC (not because of friends ofcos..).. luckily i got still some CRAZY friend in INTEC... hahaha... this years i m going to fly( hopefully) to India... when i think about it is full of excitement and i do feel the bitterness in my heart.. hope i can endure it...

well last holiday was indeed an awesome one... joint the Christmas Parade and Carrolling.. it really gives me a whole new experience... hahaha.. and during the Mass of Christ King, for the first time i see so many priests oversea come together to celebrate the last Sunday in Catholic Calendar... hahaha... this year i may don have the chance to join it... so sad...

this year going to be a very challenging one... need to be more hardworking dy... hahaha.... hope i can write here soon.. i try too la... hehehe...

We are All Human

I don know wat to do

Yeah finally i back home... well actually it was long time ago de story... wahahaha...

although i back to my sweet home.. every night i will always thinking wat i m suppose to do... it is very boring... can anyone give me some suggestion... haiz.... very sienz.....

i know it is late to wish all my fellow friends good luck in their exam, but better than nothing rite.. so i wish all my friends good luck in their SPM and also STPM... jia you.. May God bless you all... hahaha...

Misunderstand

yeah.. finally everything is clear... but there is another problem comes out... they told the lecturer that they told me earlier and i din tell the lecturer.. OMG!!!! now how i gonna solve it.. well some ppl might suggest let it be.. but from my experience my instint told me that i shouldnt do it...

i don know wat to do... can some one tell me what to do... haiz.... i don wan ppl misunderstand me i mean the lecturer in this case... well i know it is not big deal i jus don wan ppl misunderstand me.. i don like ppl have bad impression on me... i don wan i don wan....

my experience in Chung Hua tell me misunderstandings will create a lot of problem eventhough it may seem ok at 1st time.... aduh... i don know y ar this ppl so lihai.... among the classmates they don know their plan de.... i thought u all knw le... i so wugu...... innocent ar...... i feel wanna explain everything to the lecturer but how bout those guy... i hope somebody will help me...

anyway... i forgive that fellow cos he don know the plan... and besides tat i learnt a bitter lesson too.... i feel down now... really down down down down.... broken heart....

LESSON LEARNT----- DON BE TOO SOFT-HEARTED (i don mean the forgiveness i mean don too soft hearted in helping ppl... FORGIVENESS is essential in our lives.... hahahaha.... )

HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Confuse, anger and defensive

here i m again... hmmm.. the anger bit ok...
i don wan appology but i wan an explanation... i wat u all bu suang bout me... i helped u dy... is this kinda of repay.. thanks for proclaminig i m not responsible in front of class.. really a good complement... i never been in such a unique way... should i smile and happy or burst into laughter... tell me...

well i think u have ur revenge rite.. now my turn to defense myself... well i don like ppl say bad bout me when i din do anything wrong.. i don like when u said i m not responsible because initially i wanted to tell lecturer and besides it is ur class de ppl say no need tell the lecturer.. i told u all before dy hapanything pened i really don wan to take care of it (seems not responsible but well it is not my suggestion to not to tell the lecturer ok.. do mind that).... and i m the person who is defensive if some ppl say bad thing about me...

hmmm.... i don intend to avenge... i don wan my reputation being stained... well u all may say i m bad cos i m selfish.... but i wan to ask u if u r in this situation wat u gonna do... it is not among friends dy.. it involved many ppl now..

i m confused don know wat to do... i wan defend myself.... i m not trying be harsh... i m not person who backsatb ppl or selfish... i don wanna always be good guy... i may look easy-going ppl but i do have feelings...

friends please tell me wat should i do...

edited dy... hehehe.. sorry ar jus found out is one bu suang me....