Things getting tougher

just finish my AS today.. hahaha... not so releive actually.. the new spec is killing my little confidence especially biology...

things getting tougher.. many things surfaced in my mind.. the biology paper is not as easy as before.. the bio paper is not neither need u to know the sequence of a biology process nor anything like application... it is not really a science paper but rather more on ethical or suggestion paper... u need to do lot of suggestion, description of data, explain trend of curve or data.. do u think this is really a biology paper??? most of the questions are like this.. the question are not asked properly, diff ppl, diff ans, diff understanding... hmmm.... in science paper, we always can always discuss the answer and we can find the answer in book, but in our bio paper we cant do tat... we don know whether or not the marking scheme accept our answer or not.. too much uncertainty le...

another thing also came into my mind.. can i pass the interview... many ppl say mmmc interview is easy but yet y there is 6 ppl failed last year.. wat make them fail.. we din even know how the interview are carried out nor we know wat kind of question will be asked...

but nvm la.. i believe God will be provide everything i need... hahahaha.. sudden release of tension when i wrote tis haha... hope the old confident Boon Tung will come back to life...

BTN

sorry for the late update...

hahaha... our march holiday is coming to the end... hahaha... just back from a awesome camp- BTN.... it is quite nice to be there... ofcos the only thing bad is the food... but food is better than NS..

well at first we are all afraid to be there... we are bombarded by many information from ex-participants... well after the camp, i found out that it is totally different... it is very different from wat we heard.... the talk is ok and it really clarify some of the misunderstanding that we had in the society...

well in this camp we were told to be united, love ur country, chinese and indians are not pendatang, bout 1malaysia, bout the constitution and many more... actually the most precious thing i get from the course is i get to know to a malay faci who really love his country.. he is a very noble man, leaving all his bussiness and spend his time wif malaysian young generation and share his experience wif us... he cried when Hasvanny gave beautiful speach bout beauty of differences... his tear coming down and i can see that his emotion is not fake and the tear come from deep inside his heart... i never saw a man who cried when hearing ppl talk bout unity.... i m not reka reka cerita here... i really learn something from this old man....

hahaha... well the jungle trekking is rather boring one... and the game on the last night is full of emotion.. everyone taking part with all their soul and effort no matter wat race... some cried when their friend in trouble.... although it was not really a happy ending, but i salute for those faci who create this game so that we can really feel the "high pressure" atmosphere and we can see that everyone is taking part... toward the end, everyone really into the game, we are all not jus play it for just suka suka.... for first time, i can feel the tension we would normally feel when we work in a game... the activity is very good although some adjustment sholud be made...

the talk is ok.. and the 4th speaker really deep into his speech... full of emotion... the Ketua Pengarah BTN and Pengarah of Selangor BTN also came.. many jokes... such as why US does not bomb Tokyo??? and many more...

the test is very very easy.... the test use common sense... hahaaha..... the ujian ketabahan a lot of funny thing happened.. got some new experience...

well BTN tat i attended is quite different from i heard.... overall the course is really good but still need some improvement... hehehe...

Summary

Long time din update le.... i m so lazy to update.. actually got lot to tell but i jus don have the motivation to write it... i m growing lazy...

2010 came( i know it is too late to say this) and i m going to be 20 years old... time really flies.. it is 3 years since i left my secondary years... 3 years.. i do miss those time.. honestly speaking i don like the life in INTEC (not because of friends ofcos..).. luckily i got still some CRAZY friend in INTEC... hahaha... this years i m going to fly( hopefully) to India... when i think about it is full of excitement and i do feel the bitterness in my heart.. hope i can endure it...

well last holiday was indeed an awesome one... joint the Christmas Parade and Carrolling.. it really gives me a whole new experience... hahaha.. and during the Mass of Christ King, for the first time i see so many priests oversea come together to celebrate the last Sunday in Catholic Calendar... hahaha... this year i may don have the chance to join it... so sad...

this year going to be a very challenging one... need to be more hardworking dy... hahaha.... hope i can write here soon.. i try too la... hehehe...